12-21-04

Quote of the day:
"I am free of all predudices. I hate every one equally" W.C. Fields

Thought of the day:
Today you'll get no half ass'ed attempt by me to be witty, clever,
intellectual, profound, or what have you. Really I just feel empty and angry
towards the
world and everything in it, especially myself. I'm sick of the bullshit of
life. Nothing seems fair or right like they told me it should be. Everything
seems to be a horrible lie that's gone horribly wrong. Sadly I feel I'm no
better
for recognizing this. I want to burst into flames like the Human Torch,
except to have the fire consume me. If it's right or wrong, I know this feeling
will pass and then return as always. Really I'm a fairly dark person to begin
with and we all have our darker side. I feel perhaps I'm a monster at times or
at
best a fool. At my worst I just think I'm a hypocrite. Hmm...maybe it takes
our darkest night to truly see and appreciate the stars? Then again maybe I
lied about trying to be profound?