Quote of the day:"I can endure my own despair, but not another's hope" William Walsh
Thought of the day:Someday I'll look back fondly at this time in my life and wish to be able to relive it. How fucking pathetic is that? I wonder sometime is it that we remember things better then they were or does life just get worst? Sorry if the thought of the day has a real bitter taste to it, but I orginally starting writing how maybe we should treat people as if they were to die tomorrow. Thatwas getting too sappy I thought and started over. Maybe I went to far in the other direction. Maybe there's a bit of the same truth to be found in both though if I look hard enough.
Amanda here, I wanted to add a few things. I know it is nearly impossible to treat everyone as if they may die tomorrow. It's hard to be nice to those you dislike, though I try to be. I hope I don't come off to fake but the truth is, is that I want to be nice to these people. I want to find the happy medium where I can understand why I don't like some one specifically. Then try and get past it. I am one of those people where I want every one to like me. Though they all don't. I can't say that I wish they all would, I make my life complicated enough with my mix of friends. (no offense to any off you, but there are many and your all so different. My dream would be to get all of you in the same room, put all your differences aside and have a real good time. It is hard to do, due to underlying current of division of personality. I think if I tried, you would all put your best foot forward for me, and who knows , you may just make new freinds.